everybody wants happiness

nobody wants pain

but you can’t have a rainbow

without a little rain.

fast forward to 2 years. are you still there? still there? pathetic. 5 years now. everything’sgetting better? good for you! that was not sarcasm. i assure you. now to 7 years. happy?yes? brilliant. i see you smiling now. it’s been 10 years. hey. tears?! tears of joy! you‘re very happy now. drive your own car, work in an amazing place, travel a lot, finally met someone special. happy. very happy.

but no, i won’t even make it to next year.