i want to kill myself.
now.

if the drugs don't work, then you probably need more

life is just horrible and last week was eventful in some way. i tried to kill myself.

yes, i can say that casually.

i tried to kill myself.

because everything is just so hard, and i can't take it anymore.

or maybe i'm just bored.

and i think i've found 2 real friends offline. that's good news. i guess.

i just wonder how things will be when my body is bleeding to death.
then i'll die.

maybe i should leave a suicide note, and put my blood on it.
that would be pretty.

i wish i was more interesting so i could write more stuff, or people would read about it. but no.

i just want to kill myself.