It looks like the Beast's castle

don't hold your breath; i'm not losing sleep over you.

I just learned how to copy and paste on a Mac so expect a lot of pictures.
Also, I am at Romeoville, Illinois.

Child soldiers smoking in Angola.

January 29, 1976.

(Photo by Clive Limpkin.)

people, you are my friends

yesterday, there were lots of people. i found myself getting lost. i didn't know what to do.
people confuse me. i do not like being thrown in a room full of crowded people, unless, well, i had one person to talk to.

Red Red Red - Fiona Apple

I don’t understand about
Diamonds and why men buy them
What’s so impressive about a diamond
Except the mining
And it’s dangerous work
Trying to get to you too
And I think if I didn’t have to
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill myself doing it
Maybe I might not glisten so much for you

dear god,

are you even there?

how come you never answer me?

do you even listen?

maybe you are just make-believe?

was everything a lie?

have you forgotten about me?

"I want to be someone's first choice."

I am conflicted by this statement.

Should I agree with this or?

In a way, yes. You should never stand for second choice. You are a wonderful person. You deserve to be first.

But on an apathetic note, why should you care? As long as you are your own first choice, no else's matters.

"fine by me"

It's fine by me if you never leave.
It's fine by me it you spend forever here with me.
It's fine by me because I love you.
It's fine by me if you make the worst jokes. I will still laugh at them, because I think you are hilarious. No, that wasn't sarcasm.
It's fine by me if you make mean, sarcastic comments.
Why? Because you're adorable when you make those.
It's fine by me if you shout, asking me to push you higher on the swings.
Because I love hearing you laugh.
It's fine by me when you cry because of the little things, and roll your eyes at the things "normal" people cry about.
It's fine by me when you get carried away with your strange stories. Those are my favorite ones.
It's fine by me when you don't want to hold hands in public. I know you're not big in holding hands.
It's fine by me when you say you love that singer more. He makes you happy, therefore I am happy. And how does one of his songs go again? Oh. When I'm with you, I'm at home. I am. I really am.
It's fine by me when you have your incredible switches in your moods. Those only remind me that I have to be there for you, and you need me as much as I need you.
It's fine by me when you finish all the chocolate, and leave none for me. Because I can taste them in your mouth when I kiss you. Even better.
It's fine by me when you make me clean up our mess alone, because I know you make it up to me in your little ways.
It's fine by me when you leave your sticky notes in my books, bags or on my car. They're the ones that remind me you think about me too.

Everything is fine by me as long as it's with you.

emotion lotion

I honestly don't know why I am getting attached to the characters I RP right now. Especially Madison.
She's just so sweet and shy and smart and athletic.
And she had her first kiss with a boy who likes someone else, but keeps on stating he "loves" Madison.

Yes, I have been attached to my little characters, but this is the first time one of my characters went through this.
She loves the boy, but does he truly love her?
I actually got sad when he kissed the other girl. It's not fair.
~
And on the note, why would you tell someone you love them then go about and kiss another girl?
Is that love?
What is love?
Do you just say someone you love them and that's it?
Do you kiss them?

I think it's stupid you only realize that you love your bestfriend when things have just started with someone you "love".

No one hurts my babies.

I just thought I'd post this. I love this song.

oh

I have not updated this in a long time.
My apologies.
But then again, who am I apologizing to?